and it knocks you down

A bit too emotional for my wordpress.

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Okay, so I'm jealous, and I'm confused. Jealousy I can admit to fairly easily; it doesn't take a mind-reader to figure out why I'm upset. Well, maybe for you, if you haven't been keeping up. ;] Funny, how the update in technology can alter our lives. Confusion took me a little longer, but yes, I am most definitely confused. I thought I had something solid, though I am well aware that I shouldn't have created such an illusion. We agreed on being free. So it would be unfair of me to ask anything of him. Right? I'm MIA for another four months.

So if his feelings change, I can't help that.

And if he's giving no effort to so much as talk to me, that says something else.
I need to rethink.