Normally, when I'm feeling this upset at this hour of the night, I would've called him.

Now what to do when he's the one I'm upset at?

Since I couldn't talk to him, I talked to a friend online: the friend I would go to, online, to speak to at this hour of the night about issues.

Now the friend and I are upset at each other, and if I were feeling this upset at this hour of the night, I would've called him.

It's a vicious cycle.