yeah. whatever.

I hate that word. "Whatever." Whatever. What the fuck is that supposed to mean? Whatever.

They probably think I took the news really well. That's what people read, right? When someone reacts almost indifferently, it means they "took it well."

They lied. What am I supposed to think? How am I supposed to react? All I said in response was "Okay."

It's not really okay. They lied to me. Again.
And again.
About the things that really mattered to me. Things I really cared about. Now what the fuck am I supposed to think. Strike Three. You can't tell me it's wrong to lose faith in humanity.

And why is everyone such a fucking asshole lately?

"Okay." All I said was "Okay."
I'm too tired to argue.

I'm not used to having people make promises to me.
So, on the occasion that one is made, I expect it to be kept.

I expect too much.