ink, blood & tears

easy is the descent into hell.

Friday, December 07, 2007

Blech.

Ugh. I always get so fucking emo when I don't get what I want.
Maybe it's because I'm so cautious about wanting it, so when I've finally decided that I do want something, I've calculated whether or not it's attainable, and then I'm set on it because I've invested so much emotionally.
I don't know why the fuck I keep caring. It's not a big deal. Build a bridge and get over it. There are starving children in Africa, and they don't get to go anywhere unless they're smuggled out by the French.
You're not being cheated. Life is fair.
I think it just gets to me because I see a trend. So it starts tallying up.
But hey, they're only human, too.

Take one step back from everything.