you couldn't handle it.

That's the last fucking time I lend somebody something that matters to me. Ugh. I hate lending things to people who fucking lose them. I had an inkling, too, when I handed it to her, that I wouldn't see it again, but I figured it was just paranoia and I dismissed it. After all, she is my blood and flesh. What could be more important than family?

"Never lend what you can't afford to give away." PFFT. AUGHHHH. Oh, and good things will come to you if you are a good person. What BULL. Blah blah, it's petty. The fuck. I paid for that. And it matters to ME. FUCKKK.