I feel horribly self-deprecating and low right now. And critical. Maybe I'm comparing myself too much, but... =[
Dang. It's just...unfair.
Why can't we all be normal? No fucking fears for cancer or diseases, no shit that you have to hide from others because it could freak them out, no irregularity, and I don't mean we should kill off uniquity, because of course we should each retain our individual personality, but for us to all be healthy with normal body parts, at least in terms of things that can't be fixed...
shitfuckdamn. I want. Normality. Is that wrong?