humm. mvals next week. i'm alternate. yeah okay. i think coach is feeling sorry for me or something. why not just cross me off the list. when do people use alternates? ever? i blame chi. dammit, chi! (i'm not serious if you ever come across this by some major accident.) then we wouldn't have wasted time, because we would have known right off the bat that david wouldn't be playing mixed. or did coach already decide david wouldn't be playing mixed and he just decided to have me go to practice for no reason? no actually that doesn't make sense, he would have wanted me off court space. or something. oh right, he was missing a girl.
uhh. so we had our last game tuesday vs. mission. i fell asleep on the floor. and then i felt someone kind of stomp near me and it woke me up. that's my third time falling asleep in a gym. second time was during that home game, second to last one i believe. and then the first time was that one day before practice, when the gym had volleyball nets up and then i slept on the bench and it was really uncomfortable because i didn't know any better than to go for the floor instead.
for some reason i think i like to ramble in this blog.
d3 x t3r1TY (11:47:31 PM): why arent you asleep yet?
glassJheregWings (11:47:38 PM): i don't know.
glassJheregWings (11:48:08 PM): i guess i'm waiting for something spectacular to happen.
i hadn't realized it up until i wrote it. but maybe that's what it is. maybe i've just been waiting and waiting and i haven't even been aware of the fact that i'm waiting. and it just hit me when i thought about it. what am i waiting for?
something spectacular. something to change my life, maybe. it doesn't have to be in a specific department of my life.
people have things happen to them all the time. but no, that's not it. i'm not waiting for something to happen.
or, i'm not waiting for something to just happen.
i'm waiting for something spectacular. it doesn't have to have a positive impact in my life. or an impact at all. perhaps a dent. but if not..who am i to say it must? and i don't mean spectacular like amazing, but i mean spectacular as in.. some spectacle. something sensational.
i don't know.
do you?
uhh. so we had our last game tuesday vs. mission. i fell asleep on the floor. and then i felt someone kind of stomp near me and it woke me up. that's my third time falling asleep in a gym. second time was during that home game, second to last one i believe. and then the first time was that one day before practice, when the gym had volleyball nets up and then i slept on the bench and it was really uncomfortable because i didn't know any better than to go for the floor instead.
for some reason i think i like to ramble in this blog.
d3 x t3r1TY (11:47:31 PM): why arent you asleep yet?
glassJheregWings (11:47:38 PM): i don't know.
glassJheregWings (11:48:08 PM): i guess i'm waiting for something spectacular to happen.
i hadn't realized it up until i wrote it. but maybe that's what it is. maybe i've just been waiting and waiting and i haven't even been aware of the fact that i'm waiting. and it just hit me when i thought about it. what am i waiting for?
something spectacular. something to change my life, maybe. it doesn't have to be in a specific department of my life.
people have things happen to them all the time. but no, that's not it. i'm not waiting for something to happen.
or, i'm not waiting for something to just happen.
i'm waiting for something spectacular. it doesn't have to have a positive impact in my life. or an impact at all. perhaps a dent. but if not..who am i to say it must? and i don't mean spectacular like amazing, but i mean spectacular as in.. some spectacle. something sensational.
i don't know.
do you?
coming from a caroliine @ 00:13
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