chem

Well, time for a new post. I don't really remember what I had in mind when I made the list of stuff I wanted to write about. Here are the remains, however:
-AIM
-chivalry
-grades
-switch
-dating

And add "-childhood."

Don't really remember anything I wanted to say for any of the topics other than chemistry. So, here we go:

I know some people might find it cowardly of me to drop out of H Chem. So I'm a quitter.

I personally think that it was one of the best decisions I've ever made. I'm just grateful that I was able to decide to get the fuck out of there in time. It's not that I hate Sykes, and it's not that I hate chemistry. I just don't believe the two go very well together. Sykes, as a person, is pretty cool. But it took too long for me to see that a little H doesn't mean everything. Well, I suppose I already saw it when I decided not to do H History, but I felt chemistry was a different matter.

It doesn't matter what anyone says. It's my life, my decision, my scrub.

It's like Sykes said: We want people to challenge themselves, but we don't want them to drown.

I'm proud of myself, for being able to finally reach a decision and go through with it. I'm pleased to have been able to finally see that I really had no true reason to stay, and to see that all the reasons to leave outweighed the ones to stay. I'm pleased to have stopped vacillating between the two options, planting my feet firmly in one direction, and not straying from the path. There was the risk of authority turning me around, but if that had happened, at least I couldn't say that I never tried.

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