i took a walk around the world to ease my troubled mind

To want.

I want.
I know it's the season of giving, but it's funny, I admit that I have wants. I am human, and there things that I do not have that I desire, and all is not at peace with the world.


Anyway. I don't know why I never realized it before, but I figured it out today when I got home and looked in the mirror. After having been awake for approximately 36 hours, I find that when I do not sleep, aside from the slight tremors that I already knew about, my face becomes extremely pale, almost eerily pasty, and I tend to squint slash frown at everything in general, not so much because I can't see but because on some subconscious level I can no longer keep my eyes open.

ield: i thought u were glaring at me

My throat still feels dry and slightly hoarse, no matter how many times I clear it or how much water I drink. Odd.

I'll sleep it off.