Above all, my unusual health problems terrify me more than anything.

Well, maybe not anything. I can name perhaps a few that rank higher. But even my pnigophobia does not send me into quite the same panic as the thoughts that race through my head when I discover something new and think, FUCK. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME NOW?


// I got it--it's not fear, it's STRESS. Nothing STRESSES me more than finding health problems.