yearbooks

i feel like i don't want any juniors to sign mine, because they're not really leaving, at least not yet, and having them say goodbye to me would mean we're one step closer and one step farther. i suddenly desperately want to get to college, and at the same time i never want to leave. besides, the people who matter to me i'll see over the summer anyway, or i expect to, damn you. and i feel kind of like the yearbook this time around is reserved only for the seniors and the teachers; people that i will rarely see again in the future.

maybe i'll feel differently in a couple of days. okay now, speech.