people have been asking about my day, so i realized i need to--rant. or something. or..just to record this all, actually. so i didn't sleep last night, and i was finally done with my hw around 5:30 this morning, but i decided against taking a "nap" because there have been several times in the recent past where i fell asleep at approx. 5:30 and did not wake up unitl around 7, and found myself rushing for dear life.

so instead, i went to school and tried to study for physics. after emma showed up, i let myself fall asleep. several times. i kept putting my head on my arm and then when it started dropping off i would wake up. then i tried studying for physics again. nothing eventful really happened, except that i would have fallen asleep in precalc if not for the fact that i kept getting up to punch in numbers for the overhead calculator. i think i may have dozed off repeatedly in anatomy, i'm not sure. i'm starting to have doubts about whether or not i should go into adv after all.

i really needed to pee but i couldn't go in anatomy or in ap english, during which we had a timed write that i had completely forgotten about and miserably failed at because i could not even finish the middle section of syntax. i thought i could go during lunch, but we had a jca meeting that ran on till the end and i didn't want to go at the beginning because there were just too many bloody lines. on to spanish, and there was the paragraph test that i had once again managed to erase completely from the back of my mind. i did a shitty job because i desperately wanted to go and visit mother nature in the reincarnated form of flushing toilets, but oh well. alas, physics, the only test i had actually studied for, and still i could not help but blindly guess at the multiple choice and leave many of the problems unfinished. unsolved mysteries, perhaps?

then our very first mval league badminton game. i thought i'd be off because of sleep deprivation, but 'twas not the reason. on a sidenote, i hate the way my hands shake sometimes. anyway. our first set we were ahead at game point, and somehow fucked up often enough to let them not only catch up, but surpass us. second and third set we won. it seemed like we were playing forever. i came home and i have an nof in precalc, which is nothing surprising, but i also got one from physics, though it doesn't say my grade in there.

and that's a wrap.


man, i cannot wait for you to visit.
can you take it all away?