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for my own personal record:

Tuesday, 1/3/06: woke up at 9. work 10-3 pm. library (centerville and unc.) home. research, type info for genre1. internet on/off, as per usual. 10 pm: gave up. began to paint for visual. took a 15 minute break at approx. 3 am. went back to work. did not stop until 7 am. in total spent nine hours on the painting. it looks like a piece of shit. me mother thinks i will sleep now, after having finished painting. i laugh. she thinks i have time for sleep. almost funny. sleep is a luxury i cannot afford.

Friday, 1/6/06: on wednesday, fell asleep at 9 am after previous entry. 24 hours awake. slept until 6 pm. did not sleep again until after school on thursday, approx. 3:30 pm. woke up at 3:30 am Friday morning. slept for an hour. woke up at 4:30 am. spanish. now here.

Saturday, 1/7/06: so. did not sleep again last night. around 9:30 this morning went to rahul's for his skit. ran it through. bike back home. i think i was up for like 32 hours. fell halfway asleep around 12:30, and woke up about 45 min later. have been up since. don't know if i will sleep tonight or not, but maybe not.

Sunday, 1/8/06: fell asleep around 2:30 am. that was 2 hr. 45 min in past 48 hours. intended to sleep for about 45 min, 2 min at most. instead slept for 14 hours. woke up. it's WHAT TIME? fuck fuck, shit shit. out to dinner for sister's birthday. came home. cousin set up webcam. spent time in there to say hi to uncle and cousin in china. am now on john's laptop. waiting for cp. cousins have left, but dad is still talking. need cp to finish up timeline. probably not sleeping tonight.

Tuesday, 1/10:06: didn't sleep sunday night. had to go to school early monday cause of mom and sister's schedules. painted tombstone there. later on went home. slept from about 6-9:30. got up. slept around 3 am i think. during 4th did rahul's skit. i forgot lines. skipped chunks. died too early. overall fucked up. but ms. g liked it, so i think we're good. i'm up thursday. aiya.

will update according to progress.